Hi anyone who decideds to read this
So I haven't written a journal on here from almost 5 months which I should post more because I should be taking advantage of having a DA membership for a year that was given to me from my friend
A lot has happened in these months. I have created lot of art but I get lazy and I dont really feel like posting but I will when I get to it, when I have time and when I simply feel like posting my art.
I've done exams and now I'm in a new semester which is harder than the first, and I thought th first semester was tough. I'm also going through a dental crisis. I have alot of problems with my teeth that arent extermal but internal. My teeth look just fine, they actually are decent compared to some people in my family like my twin brother Dylan, he has braces now and his teeth are getting nice, he has like no problems with his teeth but they aren't the nicest looking, while I have a miss placed jaw, which from what I've heard from oral surgeons is that when I finish growing, to fix my jaw, they are going to break my jaw bone and its going to be held in place by screws and for a duration after getting that done my mouth will be like caged together. So I'm stuck between on wether I'm going to do it or not. Currently right now, today I got a root canal because when I went through surgery to remove a tooth that was internally in my gums, it had damaged the tooth below its roots, and from that it has cause me excruciating pain that I couldn't even eat on that side of the mouth. AND NOW that same tooth on the otherside has to get a root canal because also when I went through dental surgery then I got another tooth removed from above except it had grown from the inside of my mouth externally and it somewhat damaged the roots but not by much so they want to give that tooth a root canal because I'm going through pain on that side. Now, the experience of getting a root canal. I didn't feel anything exept when they were freezing my mouth. The last needel they put in just hurt SO bad. So far the most painful needle I have ever gotten. After they gave me that needle they were saying that, that needle is the last but most painful needle, and they started asking me if I was okay and I was like shaking because the pain scared me, I mean I've gotten needles before, in my mouth arms, and legs but this one hurt so much that I was ready to cry! And now I have to go throughh that again in 2 weeks!!!! I'm gonna try to suck it up and not even make a noise when I get that needle, I want to be tough. But pain for me is a weak subject, I mean I passed out 3 time because of stomache and cramp pain.
Really I just wrote this to complain about my dental issues, I really hate my quality of my teeth, not really the way they look. Hopefully tomorrow I will get to go to school, and usually I would be like "Yes! I can take advantage of staying home!" But with Math and French and homework and important information thaqt I'm missing out on, I can't afford to stay home for like two days.